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While Ayumu hummed, Russel gave a small moan that sounded more like a purr than a moan. He wanted to deepen the kiss, snatch more of the boy than he already had, but before he knew it, Ayumu was pulling back, breaking the kiss. The Undine’s breath was ragged and shallow, and he just knew his eyes were glazed over in desire for the human.

Ayumu spoke of the blond’e words from earlier, and Russel only shook his head. He moved so he was straddling Ayumu, holding the Exwire’s face between his hands gently, loose enough that Ayumu could pull out of it when he wanted. “Consider this a punishment,” Russel breathed out, leaning forward to take another kiss. Ayumu was addicting; Russel didn’t care about anything but the two of them in that moment right there.

He knew Ayumu was manipulative and he liked being in control and playing with others. But that didn’t stop the German from… from falling so hard for the human. Russel ached for the other, even if it was just a short five minute conversation. He just wanted Ayumu for himself. With that thought, Russel closed the gap and kissed the Tamer again, this time, deeper and hungrier.

Ayumu’s eyes widened as Russel drew closer to him, straddling him so he was unable to move. The palms on his cheeks were warm and restricting, yet the hold was gentle and soft. If Russel were to move his fingers, they would be similar to a sweet caress. But he didn’t. Ayumu was only pulled into another kiss.

"W-Wait…!" Ayumu tried but Russel’s lips quickly silenced him. His protests died and his breath was stolen from him. His eyelids fluttered and the Tamer’s delicate fingers curled into the fabric of blond’s shirt. Oh, that hunger. Oh, that desire. Ayumu could feel it. Russel would surely devour him with a hunger like that. But he himself was hungry. He was famished. Starving. 

A punishment? It felt like one, what with the way his chest ached. And yet, it didn’t exactly hurt. It felt more empty than anything else. Yes, an aching emptiness. It felt like there was a hole straight through his ribs. Before Ayumu knew it, he abandoned the book again, wrapped his arms around Russel’s neck and tugged him closer. He kissed him deeply, wanting to somehow fill that ache. He could fill it. Ayumu felt better when he kissed him. 

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Knocked Senseless


"If I didn’t know any better, I’d say that was almost a compliment,” Russel chuckled, closing his eyes to enjoy the fingers combing through his hair again. Without a warning, however, Russel sat up properly, moving closer to Ayumu, and leaned closer to the Tamer, a light smile still on his face.

"But I know what you did…" the blond murmured, bringing a hand up to gently take Ayumu’s chin between his thumb and forefinger, ice hues sparkling with amusement. "It’s cute how you think you can get away with things around me~"

And then, without any indication, Russel leaned forward, pressing himself closer to the dark-haired male, and kissed Ayumu- softly and slowly, as though testing the waters. His fingers caressed Ayumu’s cheek just as softly and slowly, like Russel was a pro at being gentle and romantic. But really, he just wanted the kiss to last.

Ayumu didn’t know what kind of face he made when he looked up and Russel was right there. His eyes had widened before he quickly schooled his expression and closed his mouth just as his chin was lifted. His face felt hot and he wasn’t quite sure if he was blushing out of embarrassment from Russel’s words or the heated tone and the closeness of their lips. He opened his mouth, intending to protest, but the moment they kissed, the words flew out of his mind. Ayumu let out a pleased hum and kissed back. The caress on his cheek was almost as sweet as Russel’s lips. His fingers tightened around the edges of his book before he released it entirely and his fingers returned to the blond hair while the other hand rested on Russel’s shoulder.

I hate this, he thought as he felt the book fall into his lap between them and he surely lost his page. Once again, Russel swept him away and all Ayumu could focus on was his lips against his own. Truly, he hated this. He hated being this lost. He wasn’t used to being so dazed. He hated how heat blossomed in his chest and his heart fluttered like a butterfly’s wings. He wanted Russel to keep him. The moment the thought crossed his mind, he shoved it back and pulled away from the blond, his hands returning to collect his book and hold it against his chest.

"That’s enough," he whispered and ran a hand through his hair. Ayumu looked at him, slipped his mask back into place, and smiled. "I thought you said just one kiss a day." His tone was still low but there was that fake and playful lilt to it that seemed more artificial than usual.

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Even in the midst of his light sleep, Russel could tell what was going on. Granted, it was all a big pile of sounds at this point, but he definitely felt Ayumu moving around a little here and there; and then he felt something brushing his lips. They weren’t Ayumu’s lips, though; probably his fingers. But why those, and not his actual lips, Russel wondered. But honestly, the blond was simply too tired to think of a reason.

For the next hour or so, Russel slept comfortably with his head on Ayumu’s leg, his refusing to let go of the Exwire’s shirt as well. But finally, the Undine shifted awake and he groaned groggily, rubbing at his eyes as he turned to lay on his back, yawning.

"Well," Russel said in the middle of a yawn, "that was certainly peaceful. I’m surprised you didn’t do anything." That was added with a grin up at the human as well as a playful wink.

Ayumu tensed at the movement of Russel waking up. The young Tamer had, after a while, stopped petting his hair and focused instead on his book. He’d almost forgotten the other male was there. Ayumu lost his spot on the page and frowned slightly, reading it over to find it again. He made sure to shift his thumb to the line when Russel began speaking. He held the book open to his chest and peered down at the blond, a small smirk pulling at his features.

"And who says I didn’t?" Ayumu held the book open again and returned to reading. His other hand also returned to its previous duty of combing Russel’s hair. "But it is rather peaceful, isn’t it?" he added. "For once, your company was nothing but enjoyable."

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Knocked Senseless


The petting to his hair was definitely helping in making Russel fall deeper and deeper into a light sleep. As much as he tried to deny it, Ayumu was very comfortable and the Undine just snuggled more into the other’s waist, a hand moving to grasp lightly at Ayumu’s shirt near his hips.

"Mmm… ja,” he mumbled in his native German tongue, too sleepy now to even bother speaking Japanese. He let out another small yawn and groaned a little, nuzzling his face slightly into the Exwire’s leg. Before he knew it, Russel had dozed off, the excitement from earlier and the warmth of the sub beating down on him wearing the blond down a lot.

Ayumu watched Russel doze off and snuggle closer against him. His fingers moved the blond hair back so he could see the part of his face that wasn’t buried in his leg. If he moved now, he’d surely wake the other up. Ayumu sighed. All the plans of a second kiss were ruined. If Russel woke up, he’d move away and deny him again. Then gone would be the comfort and warmth as well as the chance for a second kiss.

Why was he thinking so hard about this? Ayumu furrowed his eyebrows as he continued stroking his fingers through the soft golden hair. It was just a kiss. What did it matter and why did he want it so bad? Why did he want him so bad? Ayumu sighed again, but slower and deeper. He’s gotten in too deep. This wasn’t good.

He watched Russel’s sleeping face, his lips in a delicate frown. He still wanted him. Ayumu’s hand moved before he thought about it and he pressed a kiss to two of his fingers. He then brushed the kisses fingers against Russel’s lips. There. Ayumu leaned back against the tree and opened up his book again. He read as his fingers continued to absentmindedly stroke Russel’s hair.

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Does your muse ever just tug at you and point at another character and say “I WANT THAT ONE.” 

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about the mun. I like to do these okay—


► Name ➔ Liz
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Ye
► Are you single ➔ yep
► Are you happy ➔ Not completely, but happy enough
► Are you bored ➔ Not at the moment
► Are you sad ➔ Not at the moment
► Are you Italian ➔ No
► Are you German ➔ No
► Are you Asian ➔ No
► Are you Irish ➔ No
► Are you angry ➔ Everyday
► Are your parents still married ➔ Nope

► Birth Place ➔ Miami, FL
► Hair Color ➔ Brown
► Eye color ➔ Brown
► Birthday ➔ May 19
► Mood ➔ Drowning in shipping emotions
► Gender ➔ Cis Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ Winter
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Afternoon

► Are you in love ➔ Ye
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Me
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Who hasn’t?
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Yep
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ No thank god
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ I think I am
► Hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yep uvu
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ No
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Again, Who hasn’t?

► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔  Cats.
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ Few best
► Television or internet ➔ Internet
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Tea
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in
► Day or night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM

► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Nope
► White water rafted ➔ No
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Yes
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ No
► Prank called a store ➔ No
► Skipped school ➔ Yes
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Oh yeah

► Smile or eyes ➔ Smile
► Light or dark hair ➔ I like both
► Fat or skinny ➔ Skinny tho I don’t really mind if they were fat.
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Doesn’t matter
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Neither
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Don’t care

► Last Phone Call ➔ Best friend
► Last phone call you received ➔ Best friend
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Best friend
► Last thing you ate ➔ Mac and cheese
► Last thing you drank ➔ Water
► Last site you went to ➔ Tumblr
► Last place you were ➔ Work

► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ No
► When was your last relationship ➔ Just less than a month ago
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ Yeah
► Do you still love them ➔ Yes
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Nah

► Do you and your family get along  ➔ No
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ I guess
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No
► If so, how long ➔ -

► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Nope
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Mhmm
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Vale uvu
► Would you die for them ➔ Probably, but you never know until it happens, right?
► Who knows everything about you ➔ Vale

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